Okay, well here is my random thought of the day. I was sitting on my computer this evening, working on some photos when out loud I repeated "Damn I am getting good at what I do". My immediate thought was "Oh my gosh. God is either going to strike me with lightning, or, take all my photography "skills" away!". Crazy? I'm not so sure. If I get arrogant is he going to take it all so that I fall on my face and flop as a photographer? Okay. Guess what just happened. Not only did lightning strike RIGHT outside our window. The thunder LITERALLY shook our walls. Okay that's it, I'm freaked. No more inner monologues with God tonight.
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| My baby sister Camelia and my sister Natasha during our New Years Day photoshoot. |
My son had an awful day. He was just hysterical all day long. I'm confident it was due to my lack of mothering last night, but it is still awful. I felt so bad. We were feeding him often, and trying to soothe him but really, he just needs some peace and quiet, and a nice long rest. He also has a pretty bad cold. So tie that down with an overtired child, and you've got a really really miserable little human. I love him so much though. Even when he's hysterical, he is truly the cutest kid I have ever seen.
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| Here is my beautiful son who is absolutely falling apart. Poor darling. But as I stated previously, still absolutely adorable. |
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| My extraordinarily funny and wonderful parents. |
Okay so my husband is truly incredible. He is inspirational in his calm quiet strength. I entered into interesting conversation with a Christian astrologist around a year ago. It was on a walk with a friend that she ended up joining. I happened to be talking about my marriage with my friend when she started asking about my husbands birthday and different things. She started to tell me profoundly true things about my husband. About his quiet courage and strength. He is loyal to a fault. It is certainly a perk that he is Hollywood handsome! I got so lucky! She began telling me about how important it was that I support him in all that he does. He was born to change this world. To help others. And by making him spend to much time or energy on me I am really just doing everyone a disservice. She also said that he would give and give until he had less than nothing. She said that it was especially important that he have me to draw on when he needs energy. That he be able to come to me for comfort, quiet, and peace. I will always try to do this. But I have a wicked temper, and a less than quiet attitude. I happen to be a brat often. So this is one of those things I will always have to work on. But that's a little peak at my husbands soul. Kind, generous, thoughtful, selfless, and helpful in every way.
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| My kind and generous husband doing karate with my father. |
So all in all, had a successful, full first day of the year. I feel that I've done a fairly good job with one of my new years resolutions. That if you recall would be posting every night. And here is I come to the end of my evening at 12:54am Sunday morning. Goodnight. Hope you had as good a day as I did.




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